How are you supposed to becareful of what you don't know about?

I am lost. Yeah, what else is new? Either I am always confused, lost, sad, or too happy. Screw it! I am nothing but a freezed up wave in this fixed planet. I am not even sure if I just made up a word. Like I said, screw it!

There is nothing more annoying than not knowing what is going on. I swear it drives me nuts. When it comes to people and I don't know what is going on with them, I always think something bad is going to happen. That is, they are getting tired of me >_< I know it. I know it!I just don't want my heart to get hurt anymore. I am scared of that. Isn't anyone else also afraid?

There is just days like this one when it all seems like a dream....so empty