Empty

I'd be lying if I didn't admit to myself that I feel empty inside. The worst part is that my life has no meaning ha ha ha. I am at 3:11 a.m on the cpu typing this, which no one gives a care, and I stop to think that years ago I'd be sleeping like a baby in bed. I don't think I even miss those years. I don't think I am capable of even feeling anymore! All that I was before and what I felt has transformed me into this new person of which I am not that proud of.

The news is that this is almost over with and I am still here wasting precious time. God, I hope I make it. I really do hope so.
It just feels as if ...

I am dreaming my life away...all I have to do is dream, dream, dream...